First Love

I had one question in mind one day

What’s that they call first love?

Is it a miracle as they speak?

Or a snuggle to your chest?

Does it cause the fluttering butterflies

To skip a wing in your belly?

I never came across it 

I’m tired of imagining 

I want to feel it 

Is it a flower to be felt or touched?

Is it the immortal elixir of Amrita?

Is it a heavenly blessing for humans 

To enjoy the moaning pleasures and desires await 

Or a greed to live in life?

What’s that they call first love

I wanna feel it in my heart 

I am miles away from my unknown lover 

I wanna meet you someday somewhere 

Sometime as love and time transcend 

I lie within your arms 

As you call me your darling, honey, sweetie pie 

Or give a nick name just for me 

To remind us our special encounter 

By the lake or by the setting sun 

Me in your arms as you hug me tight 

To let me know that I’m yours always 

 But oh you turn your back like everyone else 

You claim the false truths to another woman 

Letting me know I was never yours 

You let me go for her 

As she laid in your arms

Snuggling with your warm cuddles 

Making her feel special 

Like you once did to me 

I wanted first love 

I wanted love first 

You blinded me with false temptations

And made me an accessory to your love life 

You kept the act throughout your story 

Deceiving every woman who failed to open eyes 

As you wrapped them in your arms 

Making them feel special 

Like you did once to me 

Oh I wanted you back 

Oh I wanted your love

Your warm hugs and blushing smiles 

As you made me feel love for the first and last time 

Cause I am now drowning myself like the others 

Chugging alcohol and beer to brush away my tears 

Like the others 

Yeah, like the others 

Your tender embrace 

Your tender words

Nothing matter anymore 

Cause I realised you are 

Such a big jerk 

Walk away with all the women you find 

Oh I don’t mind 

I’ll find myself a man 

Worthy enough for a love at first sight 

But hey, the story shall change 

If I had realised it sooner 

And not in my silver age 

Not as a soon to be goner 

I lie down on the bed sheets 

Alone in a self pride 

That hey I felt love after all 

Now it’s time for me to fall 

I close my eyes on a peaceful morning

Now I know somethings in life are strange and tragic 

And that I should let love work its magic