Drowning Deep

I am drowning in the deep dark water of the ocean of grief not knowing what to do.

Every minute drowning deep into the great unknown as my heavy heart is pushing me through,

My eyes are getting heavy, I could feel the approaching sleep,  as every second I am drowning deep. 

The noise of the city died down and the silence slowly started to engulfed my soul.

The water grew more dark as hope slowly drifted away from my fingertips leaving me alone.

Some may think I am weak that I have never tried to fight to reach towards the light. 

But how to explain that I did my best but now I am too tired from all that fight. 

Fear and hopelessness pulling me deep but I really don't want to struggle in vain. 

I want to rest a bit and relax a little as my dear soul is too much in pain. 

Now I wait for the boney hand of the grim ripper to pull me out and  rescue me from the pain. 

I don't encourage you to deal with grief like I did, I was weak and didn't know what to do.

But you must fight and never give up before reaching the light, never let your hope leave you. 

Be confident, always know how to fight and life is greater gift of god, don't waste it in vain. 

And with confidence and power conquer your fear and pain.