Was It Hard To Mine?

I just want to know was it hard to be mine? 

For the closer to the topic, it's the only question I want to be defined. 

Didn't you smile when I caught you seeking glances at me? 

Didn't you feel the spark when we for the first time held hands? 

Wasn't it you who would beg to be held longer when I hugged you? 

Wasn't it you who said you can't sleep without me in your embrace? 

Didn't you feel the divine love when we kissed for the first time? 

Then why is it so hard for you to just be mine? 

Lying on my lap, playing with my hair you said you're mine.

wasn't it you who choose to die if I didn't make you mine? 

Then what went so terribly wrong that you no longer want to be with me? 

You no longer want to spend time here with me. 

I still want to know ' was it that hard to be with me? '