Don't Let Me Go

How could you abandon me?

I have been in your life for such a long time 

That I thought we co-exist

I can't imagine your life without me

And yet, one fine day just like that you decided to abandon me

I know I was not part of your childhood,

You were not introduced to me, and neither did you know I existed

You had a happy and carefree childhood, where you were not constantly thinking about me

Though I had been preying on you for a long time

It was only when you grew up I had the chance to finally connect with you

Did you know, how jealous I was to see you all happy, chirpy, and be You

A big part of me wanted to enter your life and change everything forever.

But, now that you have grown up and you finally got introduced to me 

How could I easily let you go

Happiness and me, cannot co-exist together because when someone embraces and make me part of their life

How could I disappoint humans,

And I do what I am supposed to do 

Take away all the happiness in your life 

Leaving behind negativity, unrest, and chaos. 

You humans are so naive, you believe constantly thinking about me

is going to give you peace of mind, and going to change your life

Even when things are going well in your life, you always find a way to connect with me

I am no less than a rocking chair that would not lead you anywhere 

And then you complain about why there is no happiness in my life

Do you know, it takes so much hard work to constantly suck the happiness from your life

To let you feel miserable, unhappy, dissatisfied, and all those feelings that don't help you.

You were the result of my hardwork, how difficult is to let you go, but more importantly it's more challenging to get rid of me

I am really impressed that you find a way out because most human beings spend their entire life being hooked on me.

It saddens me to let you go, and every part of me wants to tell you 

Don't Let Me Go,

But then again the powerful tools you are now equipped with, are not letting me reach you again 

You were really strong, stronger than I could ever be to you.

I am called worry, and I am sad that I lost you.

But then again, thinking about my next prey fills me with excitement 

So what If I Lost you, not everyone has the powerful tool that you have learned to get rid of me

And till that time, I'll be busy sucking the happiness from the next prey.