Don't Die

''You look at lives and you only see misery

You can see pain through their smiles and laugh

You can feel fear in their eyes

You look at her and you see light

You want it, You need it but you aren't meant to have it

Darkness, pain, and misery is your world

And now You're afraid you'll dimmer her light,

Dull her colours and yet want her by your side

If you die... it'll hurt her... if you stay alive, you'll hurt her

You can't be away from her while you're alive... maybe the best option is to die

You were living in a chain, she broke it, ended your game

Maybe you were always just meant to be a player   

And now you'll never be the same again

You said things without thinking that weren't even real

You got the best thing in your life and you weren't even ready for it

You can't undo your mistake, and you're too stupid to show her what you really are

even if she forget it, they're gonna stay in you as a scar

You tried to be real for once and did things the real you can never feel

I guess a player was all you ever meant to be

You need her, you want her, you love her

And you can't be without her

she already said more than a few times,

"move on, and we both'll be fine"

You always wanted to be there for her

You gave yourself all in, but you were too dumb to even control your own feelings

It doesn't matter how much you care,

You failed when you had to be there

You love her, you don't wanna live without her

Without her in it, you don't want a life

Maybe the best option for you is to just die...

You know how you lived your life, you always walked on the darkside

She doesn't even know what she's dealing with, 

But there will be a time when she'll see

She can't be there with you as you need her to be

She got a life, you don't, not her fault

She got friends, she got family, she got ppl that love her

You don't... not her fault

You want her only to yourself, even though you know you're not enough for her

Yet you can't find comfort with the feeling of not having her by your side

You can't rest, you can't run, you can't fly....Maybe the best option is to die

You were born in hatred, she was surrounded by love

And now you want her

But what's your place in this world?

You wanna change, but everything just seems so hard

But can anything ever change what you really are?

You always knew you never belonged here

But after you met her, You started wishing for a life

But maybe... the best option is to die''