Dilemma

While I am on the way

I think of my home gate way

To rest a while for life way

For self refreshing with gay.

While I am in office I ponder

Over the lively files so disorder

For putting them in due order

To appease my superiors

Favour for safe livelihood

And to be very clear..

While I am on my running bike

I focus on thronged high way

I opt for to be better if on footed 

As day to day change of the

Automobile rules seems hiked.

While I am in a restaurant near

My office to take my dinner

I puzzled at the price hike of

Meals and tiffins that seems to

Me graver.

While I am in the travern I

Perturb at seeing the drunken

Goons who molest the ladies

To satisfy their passions any

Way without discriminations.

While I travel on the urban

Highway I amazed at the

Activities of call girls beside

The thronged road in

The evening I am puzzled at 

Their craving solititation too.

While I see my parents at

Home I am shocked at their

Worrying to lap a grandson

Sooner being thoughtful for

My marriage, the only son, to

Uphold their progeny.

While I am at veg market

Wonder occupy my psyche

Whether they are fresh or

Stale after asking the vender

For confirming me.

While I ply to meat market

On every Sunday my eyes

Stick on the hanging carcass

Compels me to be doubtful

Whether it is pure young

Castrated goat or she goat

Or old ram or ewe.

While I sleep at night after

Dinner many a sample

Thoughts spontaneously

Capture my mind keeping

In view my poor salary is

Very meagre to tackle the

Situation prudently.

While I long for a daughter

In law for my old parents

I presume it to be absurd

As to fulfilling the demand

Of a modern bride amply.

While I ply often to temple,

Church or mosque I offer

My honest prayer to God or

Goddess so as to make me

A ablebodied real human

Being for selection of my

Bride without casteism

Notion whereby I may

recognize only two castes

of mankind as one male and

One female.

While I try to find out the

Cause of dilemma I discover

Only dense humanly and

Cordial love with sympathetic

Observation in my heart

through the mind wherefore

A global evolution is sought

For any how.