Desires But Not Mine

I find peace in darkness,

A certain kind of calmness.

Sometimes even the most lit room

Can't ease the work of a broom.

Do you know what's worse than the day of doom?

To feel alone in a crowded room.

They just did the proclamation

Without thinking of my inhibitions, my hesitations...

Tell the world that your love is fake!

Tell them for goodness' sake!

You say it’s the best decision in my regard

But I'm sorry to say you couldn't be the best guard.

Why is it always about my procrastination?

What about your selfish temptations?

The dreams left unfulfilled by you

Are now in my name due...

There's no way for this crime to sued

So they did it because they already knew.

The only way to set myself free

Is to grow for you your desired tree,

And then I’ll fly with unclipped wings

While for me the earth joyfully sings.