Deep Thoughts

The darkness around even in the day,

Thoughts moving tingling my hair;

joy and smile evaporated amidst,

hope dead torn I lay.

Relations choking up my throat,

Heart pierced with dark shards,

Sun seized people slit my wrists,

newborn ashes flick like cards.

Anchoring ships and releasing souls,

for it would hang and pull away;

forging acts and blinding pain,

flushed in tears without a say.

Regrets and guilt deeply forsaken,

family judging even after gone;

thought that It'll be better out there,

incomplete tasks punishing to be born.