Dear Mom2 mins 227 2 mins 227
It's been a couple years I been gone.
I'm tryin' to wipe my tears, while I'm
writing this song.
I wonder how did everything end up
Runnin' from my fears that I been
holdin' so long.
I know you never wanted a son.
It's hard to raise a child when you're
alone and so young.
Tryin' to put behind you all the damage
Done with all the years of being under
I'm sorry for that little jaded child.
I know that it was rough to raise a
boy gone wild.
Days would go unending like a really
You would see the worth, if you would
talk with me a while.
You don't know what you got till it's
I don't think you know, what kind of
cloud you live on.
Calling me a liar, when all my life
has been a con.
Your the one that played your own
son like a pawn.
Yes, I know that life did you wrong.
But don't you think it's time for you
and I to move on?
Yesterday the sun set, today's a new
Afraid to go outside because there's
snakes in the lawn.
I'm sorry for my hyper active brain.
I know sometimes you felt like you
were going insane.
But then I got discarded like a dog
in the rain.
You didn't even care and I was only
Tryin' to put to words all this pain.
I know that I'll survive, If I can only
Sometimes I get so numb it's like I'm
high on cocaine.
I suffer from the aftermath of
all that remains.
Dear Mom ×2
My birth was never meant to be a
another source of misery.
I know it's hard for you, when it's his
face that you see.
I never wanted life, to be reaction to
What's it gonna take for you to face
yourself that's in me.
You don't even know me, and this
man that you been dissin' on.
Driving in the slow lane, while I'm
blazing down the Autobahn.
I need you to explain to me, why'd
you hide the truth so long.
Always judging me,
When you're the one that did me wrong.
I guess that it's the end of the song.
The mess I left behind was self
induced all along.
I'll remain unbroken, 'cause my will
is too strong.
Leave you words I've spoken, as I