Consecration and destruction of my love idol

I consecrated a goddess in the realms of  my mind,

It spread its light all around my thoughts.

I worshipped the idol with love, for love also needs worship.

For my life revolved around my idol of love.

When everyone told me that I was chasing shadows.

That what I am seeing and thinking is an illusion.

That I lived in a world of delusions.

I was in a fantasy world of hallucinations.

They said look at his appearance does he look human,

What is that unwashed bearded avtar,

Living in a world of fools.

Then one day the idol shattered in the premises of my mind.

I lost my self, the light became darkness in my mind,

my goddess had forsaken me,

I came back to reality, to the world of the living,

left my madness behind, broke the imaginary idol of love, 

it was proved to me that love is an creative illusion.

You lose in love, you have delusions, and start hallucinating,

For never ever fall in love believe me,

It's an illusion that makes a fool out of you,

You lose your sanity in its pursuit,

Suspicion and mistrust becomes your friend.

I know for I travelled through that road.

Love is an mirage and not the sentiments of reality.