Being An Older Sibling Is...

Being responsible for every sibling, 

Being the one who brings the change

 Being the one to endure everything strange.

 Being the one to heal the trauma 

As well as heal their mama. 

The one who shoulders all the blame 

Even when it shouldn't have been their name 

The one who cries at night

 To let go of all that might.

 Being the one to never live upto expectations

 The one to have carrer reservations- made by parents 

They are understood. But are they really?

Being an older sister is wanting the best for siblings 

Even after all that quibbling

 The one to fantasize about getting hurt-just to take a break 

To forget everything at stake And live. Just live. 

The ones who have it hard so others have it easy 

But they are so needy

No one stands beside them truly. 

Expectations are hard to bear 

Especially when one can't even see themselves clear

 Being the older sister is being there for everything

 To hear every wish of people like a ring 

Older ones are misunderstood. They are the rebels 

So others can sail 

They are the noble sacrifices, made To achieve the great trade.