Beautifully Fade

Sometimes I wish I could just peacefully fade.

The people around me, I'm just afraid.

I could never be perfect even if I tried,

All my life I just want tuck myself in and hide.

I don't want to let go of myself,

But I can feel the poison spread between our selves.

When you're wanting to be beside someone so bad,

I don't understand why there have to be so many problems to add.

I don't get why these inefficacious thoughts have to rot my mind,

But I still wish I could peacefully fade and leave it all behind.