Armour of Something Deep

Don't know 

Where this is coming from

If My heart is right

Or brain is wrong

Sudden emotions arise 

Which gives me pain and patience 

Along with blaming flames of paradise 

Counting my time to rise..

Sharing deep thoughts of my mind

Why is it so nice

To have this feeling

Or this is fate

Rolling dice

Is it a correspondence 

Or is there a deep secret behind

It is love

Or is it pain

Or I am having

Deep blurry illusions

In my head

Blurring or burying all pains

Deep within

In the pouring rain

My passionate

Transitional state of mind

All I know

That it is the armour of something deep

I want for so long

Or the pain of a grief

I want to escape and run

Armour of something deep

Makes me lose my mind

Into something beautiful

People are afraid to fall in

It is a reticular star

Deep within

What I have 

Is my feelings

I buried a long ago within

Armor of something deep

Arises it again

Removing all pain

And dirty stain

Dancing on the edge of this truth

I cut my tongue with my wisdom tooth

Never knew how to be close to 

Something so distant

This time I know

How to be resilient

And not go impatient

Foremost forever 

I cherish in my heart

Pain without teats

I desire

No stains with dirt

This path is risky

I can work on my own

To achieve this strength

Disintegrate my brain

Cause this armour will protect me

Till death

This quality is what I adore

I wanna make

This is an uphill battle 

I don't wanna lose

In this battle of sacrifice

I only wanna choose

Anything worth heaven

Is sure enough worth fighting for

Quitting is out of question

I gotta fight some more

This is armour of sonething deep

I am always gonna keep