And I Fail....

Sometimes I say

Sometimes I manage to stay away

I wait for you to understand

Till then I try to hold on

And I fail....

Try not to overdo

Not to act desperate

It's hard to control

And I end up in my old ways

And I fail .....

I lose the challenge

Or I choose to lose

I love to lose

I refuse to choose the

perfect way

And I fail....

I love you the way you are

The way we are,

But tired of trying hard

Once I try to leave the onus on you

And I fail....

Anyways rest assured

Love is ensured

The bond is secured

I try to behave mature

And I fail....