Abandoned

They might have saved me if they had kept aside their selfishness.

I was screaming for myself, but all they could say, "Oh! Stop this. What? Your F nonsense."

All I ever wanted was just to have someone to listen, a body to wrap, a shoulder to get wet.

My needs were simple yet they were unable to fill my empty fixed vessel.

And it's too late, the vessel got rusted and now it got holes.

Before leaving I must say that they all were right;

They were right about me. My character!

Absolutely I am a lazy person with face like a dog and will as strong as house of cards.

I am stupid, I'm an idiot, don't deserve to be in this place, not worthy enough to achieve anything.

This was supposed to be a poem, but I'm just not smart enough to even rhyme these words.

Words that I used to enjoy playing with are now playing with my mind; Bravo to them there play is remarkable.

The worst condition a person can be in when he starts hating his own thoughts, his own face, his own actions, his own life.

I'm seriously infected by this curable disease.

Congratulations! My peers, you've now one less in your rat race.

How? Because here I fly.