A Pain that hurts the most..

I thought it was a dream; I thought it wasn't real,

But pain really hurts and it's really how I feel.

Memories keep coming back, and so do all of the tears.

I hear your voice, and as quick as the smile came, it quickly disappears.

I don't know what is happening, because you always held my hand.

You said you would never let go; that is what I don't understand.

So many promises you made, and more of them broken.

Lost and confused, feels like I'm choking.

A lot of things I did not say;

Now I can't find my way.

I feel like a boomerang; you throw me but not only that.

Every time you throw me, I always seem to come back.

Back to you, back to pain.

Nothing has changed, you're still the same.

I cannot start over because I don't know where to start.

I guess that is what happens when someone breaks your heart.

If we are supposed to follow our dreams, why can't I follow you?

Because now I am so lost, I wish you were lost without me too.