A New Heart Sinks
A New Heart Sinks
One fated resurfacing of a memory,
July is ending, August will be scary.
You're coming to be in December
and you'll make my whole life won't you?
For now I'm unprepared and it kills me.
I think I push you off because you just might make me happy.
I really wish this was a love letter
but it's eating me alive so that won't be true.
Every time I think of you, a new fear comes up.
What will my mother say if I screw up?
Every time I think of you, a new heart sinks.
I've built so many up from so many things
but I don't think it'll be easy if i lose this,
because it's not only mine but everybody else's wish.