Dear Nobody

Dear Nobody,

See, writing your name or addressing you with anything but nobody hurts me so much that I can't even explain it in words.

That teal blue dress that you once wore

Still hangs in my closet as a reminder of the good days

The days that I destroyed because of my selfish motives.

I was scared, you know, I was worried that you'll leave me.

Abandon me in this lonely world full of people.

I wanted you with me for eternity. For as long as I possibly could.

I wanted you with me despite all the odds. I did everything to make you stay. I cried, because I thought that I could keep you here but I was wrong.

I was being so selfish that I never realised that I had started to suffocate you.

I'm sorry for what I did. I repent it each day. And I hope that you're happy with your new life.

I know you'll find someone else in your life, you'll be the sunlight in someone else's dark night. I'll try to move on but I know that I'll fail.