It's Not Working Out

I tried it hard,

Put all my efforts into it,

Tons of sacrifices,

Yet I am silenced,

Because I don’t know why,

But

It’s not working out.

For me,

To achieve it,

Is not just a want,

But a desire along with a dream,

That I can

Make my parents,

Feel proud,

For who I am,

But I don’t know why,

It’s not working out.

Still,

I am not upset,

I am giving more to it,

Pushing myself a little more for it,

Getting on track,

As early I can,

In order to achieve it,

To win it.

I will pass as many hurdles,

That will come my way,

And will sail through,

All my journey,

Even if,

There be

Ups and downs,

Because

I am not weak,

I bounce back,

I don’t give up.

If it will still not work out,

I would try,

Harder,

For myself,

Because someday,

IT WILL WORK OUT.