An Ode To A Betrayer -1

How deep is the ocean,

How high is the star,

How far shall I reach,

To be where you are ?

Searched a lot for you,

In college, garden, lane, etc,

In a hope that I'll meet you,

Share my sorrow with you.

But don't know why ?

My desire is so that,

I will spend my each moment with you,

as I found you the very necessity of my life.

Became speechless, lifeless,

And embarrassed whenever,

I see you in front of me,

God knows what happens to me ?

Every scenery of our past,

The moment of joy & sorrow,

Every excitement cited,

Unable to forget you,

Nor I'm able to leave you.

I feel your presence,

In my heart & glitter,

In my eye as a pearl,

Say how can I live without you ?

You are my life, my soul,

Why you became a mirage ?

Why you have gone far away ?

Why left me alone to suffer ?

Moment by moment.

You may cheat, may forget,

Because you proved yourself as all men,

But how can I do so ?

It's not so easy as you did,

Because I love you selflessly,

No ! It's not my weakness,

Nor infatuation but my pure love.