I Regret

I regret making friends who don't love me,

I regret myself for the truth in them I didn't see.

I regret my identity which I made to look like them,

But I was unaware that later on, I will be a shining gem.

I regret on my belief that I began to trust,

I regret on my buddies who broke it into rust.

I regret the respect that I laid down for love,

I regret my imagination considering my friends all above.

Considering them 'friends' would not be fair,

They were cheaters but I was unaware.

They used me and I never stopped them,

They faded away my beauty to shine like a gem.

I regret my attitude that spoilt my life,

Rather than having a friend murder yourself with a knife.

Those bloody buddies used me and threw me away,

They spoilt my past and thinking about them I die every day.