Was I That Bad?
Was I That Bad?2 mins 401 2 mins 401
Was I too pathetic that you'd say something like that?
Did I really do something wrong to such an extent that you called me that?
Do you think a "sorry" could mend everything?
Do you think it was easy for me to hear such things from you when I thought you'd never say something like that?
Well, firstly I was devastated and broken
And hurt that I couldn't be outspoken
Truly speaking I wanted to brutally die
Thinking of it so much, I wish it was a lie
Unfortunately, it wasn't, and you were okay
I couldn't express but there was no way
I wanted you to apologize for what you said
You said it's not wrong and move ahead
At that point, clueless I lay on my bed
Thinking what would happen, in my head
Did you really think I was such bad?
And in the past, what kind of person you had
Anger does make you go all over the place
Besides this thing, my mind can never erase
Maybe a later while you realize broadly
Where you discarded me beautifully
But still, I was broken and wounded
Questioning myself; though it never ended
What would I do anything of guilt?
But the empire of despair that you built
I said I forgive you, quite purely and solely
But never actually did, reluctant hopefully
You say I'm very dramatic you know
Actually, it's my value and respects so
I said I hope you'll find someone finer
You said "definitely" on the liner
I thought it's okay now as I got still
Happy I am now and always be as my will.