You are unfit for love

              It was a chill night when I was listening to music in upstairs. Later.        A       call      from         unknown number...      I treated the call well by attending it.

"Hello …Is this Manish???" .The voice inquired.

    "Yeah, who is this???" I investigated.

  "Dude, I am Sanjay-your UG class-mate. Remember me???" He introduced.

     "How could I forget you!!!? You're one of my favorites!!!" I said with a smile

"Nice to hear"…"Hey, My wedding is on 14th and 15th of February in Bengaluru!!!"He uttered happily.

      "Wow …Congrats...!" I wished him wholeheartedly"

I  asked    about  her  fiancé  and   he  said  some  details  about   her…

     "Have you invited every one of our class" I enquired

      "Most of them. Even I invited your ex-girlfriend (GF)" he informed me.

"Please don't talk about her…I forgot her completely..." I said angrily.

       "Hey chill out"... He tried to calm down me

" Hey, can you send a recent picture of yours so that I could save for contact picture" he changed the topic.

 "Sure dude, I will send my picture and you too send a recent picture of yours" I said 

             As he received a second call from his fiancé he said to disconnect our call and I did. As I felt sleepy, I got down from upstairs and decided to take rest.

 I closed my eyes and I slowly recalled the conversation between me and Sanjay. Almost hours would have passed (time around 3.30 A.M)...Yet I don't sleep. My mind was thinking something…

                               WHAT WAS IT?

             It's about my ex-girlfriend Celine. "Screw her!!! " My mouth screamed. But my lovely mind………………………..

Despite my mouth, my mind started to witness the memories of her.

      The        memories       were        flowing        like       falls. I quickly opened my eyes, rushed to the hall and saw our love letters and photos – kept in my shelf . I recollected the moments which I enjoyed with her. Then I slowly laid on the floor and I started to re-read our old conversation which was saved in the phone- draft .

             My eyes were filled with tears...I punched my heart severely for 4-5 times and "I want those beautiful days back~ The days I loved…"in a loud cry I uttered.

"U may hate her, but still I love her a lot" Finally, my mind answered the mouth. My mouth was dumb. Even all my external organs started to shed the tears in the form of sweat!!!

THE WORST MISTAKE EVER, I HAVE DONE IN MY LIFE IS, LETTING HER GO!!! 

                                                                                                   

    Have you ever faced a relationship breakup in your life???

           If not, congratulation, you are a lucky charm!!! 

 

 Few years back:

                 Until 1st year, I haven't spoke even a single word with Celine. Then came the 2nd year...

  There is a need for two anchors for our dept function. So Latha mam used slotting to pick those two members from our class.

Fortunately, Celine and I were slotted for anchoring. So, from the next day, mam ordered us to come for practice .

A senior , Manish, Celine , another senior –this is the order we sat for practicing .

That  was   the   1st time   I   sat  near   her   and   I   saw   her   face    too    close. 

       She has a good complexion like a celebrity, long hair almost touching her thigh, and height - nearly 5'9.

Damn, what a beauty!!!

           Even the angel looks ugly in front of her!!! 

           Even the cuckoo will hesitate to sing after hearing her voice!!!

"Hai Celine", I started the conversation first.

     "Hai……" She formally replied.

 "Hey, have you completed the machines record" I questioned

      "Yeah, I have finished. You???" she cross-questioned.

"Nope, I don't write. Can you offer your record "I beseeched

       "Ok, I will give after practicing" she assured and did justice to it.

Next day, I returned the record.

       "Hoi, your handwriting was so nice" I started to flirt.

"Hey really, thank you "she replied with a small pit in her cheek (smiled).

        "Hey, your smile is so cute" Adding fuel to the flirt.

   As mam called her, she went off suddenly.             

Now, I wished to get her phone number. 

   A few days later, while talking, I said I would get the important question before the exam so she gave her number to forward those questions.

The message box:

Manish: Hai……. Im Manish..

Celine: Hai Manish…

Manish: Hey, I dnt get any ques till nw, if I get I ll frwd u

Celine: kk no probs…

I have sent the question. She scored well in the internals and she thanked me for sending the questions.

After few days, the dept function was over. We have done skillfully. Latha mam, and HOD appreciated our performance...

           Few months passed. We tend to share everything right from lunch box to gossips!!!

For    the    whole   next   week,  I   was   absent    for    the     college.

         Next week.

              " Why you have absent for the whole week and not even responding to my messages???"Celine asked angrily.

"I went to uncle's home" I reasoned.

        "You dullard, Why don't you inform me??? Do you know how much I missed you???"She said with tears in her eyes.

    "Really, have you missed me" I cross-questioned

"Very very much…infinity to the power of infinity I missed you" she sobbed and leaned on my shoulder.

          "You know what, I loved u during our dept function. I could have proposed to you during that day but I wanted you to miss me ...So I was absent for 1 week and even don't reply to you" I revealed the truth. And "I love youuuu "I proposed to her."

      After hearing this, she was stunned silent. Then she punched my heart severely for 4-5 times. 

        "I too love you," she said.

     Then we gazed into each other's eyes  and tightly hugged!!!

                                                                                                                                                                                                     

     The most loveable moment -you propose to your sweetheart  

             

                           And

             Your Sweetheart accepted your offer!!!

 

The Present scenario:

      Suddenly, the alarm rang at 5 am...Then I noticed that Sanjay has sent his photo and invitation through WhatsApp.

  Later,   at the office, I was drab and my colleague Virat discerned my attitude and investigated me. I said "feeling drowsy "and so he pulled me to the canteen for a cup of tea.

Virat was a mutual friend of me and Sanjay as we all were flat-mate once…So we decided to travel together for Sanjay's marriage.

          After 20 days, Virat and I started our journey for Sanjay's wedding. I picked up a cab and moved to the airport.

It was still dawn when I stepped out of the cab and walked towards the entry gate of the Delhi airport. The early morning February air was pleasantly cold.

I was traveling to Bengaluru to attend Sanjay's wedding. It had been four years since we graduated from the same college. This wedding was also going to be a reunion of our batch mates. But what I didn't know was that the reunion would begin much ahead of time; right in the queue in front of the airline counter.

I was almost sure it was she. Same height! Same long hair! Same complexion! Curiosity had my eyes glued to her. And then about 60-odd seconds later, when she turned, she proved me right. Celine stood two places ahead of me in that queue. We had never met after college farewell.

She was the one who first approached me!!!

"Hai Manish," Celine said

    "Hay Celine," I replied

"How is life going???" she interrogated me.

       "Ya…Its fine…What about yours???"I cross-examined

She replied the same. Our chat formally continued but it doesn't last long.

        She neared the check-in counter so we terminated our conversation

Suddenly, a hand tapped my shoulder...I turned back to see and it was Virat.

Finally, we got on the flight. After some time, the flight has taken off.

A few minutes later.

      "Who is that girl, you were conversing in the queue "Virat pointed out Celine and enquired

       It seems he might have seen us chatting, from a long distance.

"My ex-girlfriend" I replied...He was shocked and asked about my break-up story.

 Now, I am going to dig my relationship days again!

    Being jobless is heartbreaking!! But it's much better than being a break-up!!!

              Only those who were broke–up could feel it!!!     Right???

Again, few years back

    I was narrating to Virat about my days with Celine up to our proposal!!!

Then,

Few months passed.

          I fancied for nicknames. As per my wish," eye-throb" was my nickname and "smiley-queen" was her nickname.

              One day, Celine was attacked by fits.., her total body trembled ... Luckily, Aakash, who had a key, held it in her hand for a few moments...The fits have terminated but she became unconscious... She was admitted to the hospital. They apprised their parents too.

 The information reached me late as I went to the symposium. I rushed into the hospital...The doctors predicted that nothing to worry about and she would recover after some hours..,

   Later, she recuperated!!! Smiles all-around!!! 

             Celine     was    visited    by   everyone,   except    me... I want to meet her individually.

A day later I proceeded to the hospital and talked with her.

     Later, she was discharged from the hospital and she came to college.

"Smiley-queen, how does u feel now "I asked

      "Its better," she answered

"Take care of your health!!!"I suggested

      "Sure" she said

        Suddenly, silence spoke out between us. I don't how to carry on further. Her eyes focused on my eyes. I knew she was expecting something from me but I don't know what it is? Moments moved!!!

She left the place without saying anything's chased and asked about her departure.

       "Can't you ask anything about my fits –why it has occurred or whether it has occurred earlier"… she enquired.

"Hey your parents were at the hospital so I don't ask," I said

      "There is nothing wrong about that"…"even you can ask now but you haven't...Infact, Aakash asked about my fits and said he would write the notes for me.

But, Why are you like this" she busted out.

       "What's your problem whether I don't ask anything or he asked everything. "I cross-questioned.

"That's not the issue .why you are not caring me. You are just like a mountain," she exploded.

       "Hey, I asked' how are you,' few minutes ago. That isn't caring??? Will the mountain ask," I said

"Uh...even if you don't ask this, you aren't a normal human," she remarked.

 So, I left the place with anger.

    We don't meet or speak for a week.

        As, the football-interzonal approached closer I started practicing harder. I don't inform Celine about the tournament.

 My team and I proceeded to the respective college guided by P.D.

We won the 1st three rounds convincingly. But in the fourth round, we got a thrilling victory.

       Later,  I looked into the phone and saw 12 missed calls from Celine.   Qe4yul

She kept all our misunderstanding aside.

       She called again.

"Hey I am busy ...I will catch u later," I said and disconnected the call.

       Then approached the quarter-final. We won the match by a penalty shootout and advanced into the semis.

Semis-we were 0-2 down, and then we went on to win the match...

We stormed into the finals!!!

     Celine called again.

My teammate took the phone and said "He was busy practicing and told that he would talk later".

       Its finale…It's 1-1 until the time of 87th minute. Then there arose a brawl...Our team man has blundered...So. They got a penalty

We lost in the final!!! 

   Celine doesn't call this time.

We returned to our college. I noticed that Celine was happy with Aakash's company.

       I called Celine and she came rapidly

"Manish, it's all over, let's break-up," she said immediately

      "But why" I argued

"Why should we continue…you can't care, even you can't attend my call..." she uttered

      "Sorry Celine, I will care from now…trust me" I pleaded.

"You are unfit for love" she commented and left me.

Some weeks passed, I was lonely.

        I could see Celine with Aakash daily in the canteen, library, even outside of college once.   Does   Aakash        occupied      my      position???...May-be but why should I worry??? I have broken...Let them do anything...it's none of my business.

But one thing for sure, whenever I see Celine with him, my stomach burns like a stove. Of course! I feel possessive!!! My last sight was at the farewell...

Always believe in possessive!!!

                             

                              It's the sign of true love!!!

Current situation:

 After hearing my story, I could see some tears in Virat's eyes.

     He asked, "Do u love her still"...

I responded "yes"…

     "Then propose her..." he said

"If I care, she may love me but still there's a problem... Aakash is in-between us".

      Then the flight has landed and we went to the wedding hall. So as Celine.

Later, every one of our batch mates attended his wedding. It's a college reunion!!!

         We      reminded    all     our    college   moments    and     laughed    at    it. We had a great time!!!

 

 Suddenly, fits attacked Celine again…She fell from the place and her hands shacked involuntarily. The wedding hall was stunned.

          I took her to the hospital by lifting her in my hand. The doctors said her condition was critical!!!

Some hours passed. I went near her bed. She was senseless…

         "It was my mistake. I should care for you. I do know how to care??? I haven't cared about anybody in my life and they haven't mentioned me either. You are the one who broke the shackles…I love you…I care you till my last breadths...believe me!!!" I uttered

Slightly, she opened her eyes and held my hand 

         "You have learned the art of caring. You know how???... You admitted by lifting me to the hospital and cried, prayed for me...It's caring. It's love" she said.

"Do you know how much I missed you???" I said with tears on my eyes.

"Really, have you missed me," she cross-questioned.

"Very very much…infinity to the power of infinity I missed you" I sobbed and leaned on her shoulder

          "You know what, Aakash, and I was trying to make you possessive and care me from your heart ...So I was roaming with Virat but now it has happened," she revealed the truth. And "I love youuuu," she proposed me.

      After hearing this, I was stunned silent. I punched her severely for 4-5 times.

"I too love you" again I said.

     Then we gazed into each other's eyes

 "Smiley-queen, am I fit for love?" I said

"Eye-throb, yes" She said and we tightly hugged!!!

The doctor said she was fine. Virat and Aakash were happy too!!

 

Caring is like 'hitting the like button of others profile picture and status'!!!

     If you tend to grant others!!! We will return a double!!!

                              Trust me!!!