Look in the mirror, the person in it can help you?

I don't feel good, I'm a sinner worse than anyone in the hood,

I feel low, deprived of energy, certainly not as tough as a wood 

Making the same mistakes ten thousand times and more,

Guilt is eating me up alive deep down to my core.

I lost the essence, the vim, and vigor, everything is just sore,

I don't answer anyone, they keep knocking but I still don't open the door.

I know the right way but I still take the wrong route,

My thoughts wander aimlessly, no stability or firm root,

All I desperately want is a ray of hope,

I won't die anonymous, I won't die a sinner, I'll muster up the courage to cope,

I will run towards the shelter in this helter-skelter, assemble the pieces of myself that broke,

I don't shed a tear yet my heart is dripping with sheer remorse, plus I'm impecunious, still broke.

Friends are nowhere to be seen and wait, I never had one,

I tried everything that you could possibly suggest, talk to them nicely? yea that too I have done,

But anyway, ill fight the adversities till my last breath, everything I already dealt too,

I still have it in me to look in the mirror and tell myself, the person in it can help you !!