Life Of Lily Surround By Fear

I am Lily, the daughter of a village, Lily was born 24 years now, the youngest sister at home. The first five years of my childhood were spent in a village, filled with love peace and calmness and then they brought me to City for a school education, because my mother work there in search of a job.

I thought if I was happy here.... yeah it was a beautiful childhood and memories but the incident happened one day little innocent Lily doesn't understand ...the happiness of Lily is a big fairy tale and big life until Lily becomes adult and starts to investigate the life of her childhood and Lily was found she was surrounded by fear, poor little Lily has been a nightmare childhood just for fear.

Her daily life starts to feel lonely, painful, overthink and fearful. Until she found a secret love forgetful when Lily met the secret love she change so fast, she forgot the future that is waiting and the sadness of the past. Lily has finally found the rescue secret one that understands her deep pain emotional and physical that let Lily once again smile and understand that everyone deserves happiness. It was the first time Lily felt happiness after many years and months. Without thinking and blaming herself she finally fell free.

But suddenly once again a great fear entered her heart...Lily has afraid that her secret forgetfulness will not live long in her heart. At that moment Lily's happiness falls apart, Now Lily doesn't know what to do. How could I have known? That we met only for reasons, the night is empty in my dream and it felt like a long nightmare. I send the fear of love we have in the darkness...! I Lily realized that day that the greatest pain of the heart ...is the pain of love and fear.

I spent three months refreshing myself on the view of great fear. The light ends slowly when my brother is there for me. He showed and guide me the way.. however another pain I saw in the nightmare was I saw my future is not like everyone expected.....Days and months passed the greater fear Story of my life sunk into my heart and I realized the deep fear I feel.... that I Lily can't change to newly, the fear inside would always come back.

At night I saw a drop fall into my heart...I saw a beautiful sky it was a sign from God that no matter what I fear in life my body will turn into soil and have to believe and live what I face because in the last breath I would feel the fear of love in my life.