I'm You

You can't do anything when your mind is full of thoughts and your heart is confused whether to act mature or to remain set in your lifestyle. Your heart conquers into another world.

Two different organs fighting with different situations in a single soul is hard to upbring in you.

"Your past is the only thing that beholds you and your upcoming future".

Last month I was suffering from the same condition, my girlfriend left me, my father left me in the same year, I failed in my finals, my job was handed over to someone else, I was left all alone, alone with just my depression,

"Unless and until you work on your mind you won't be able to do anything "

I would not have been through these words if my aunt hadn't handed me the book named "spiritual intelligence"

It was my birthday when she had a dinner party at our house. Aunty and I since my childhood are just like best buddies. If there's anything to which my mom isn't able to handle it's just aunty who has the power to solve it.

She always says "child hold on a smile and think the pros and cons of a situation until and unless you wouldn't think of the solution nothing would help to resolve"

At the party after gaining the wishes of everyone, I hold my juice glass and went to the window, the wind was blowing so smoothly as if there was again someone in love with a person. The moon smiling so brighter than ever before,

Right at that time anty came behind me and asked me, what's the problem dear?

You seem so sad on your birthday?

Is everything okay?

How's the lady love?

Well you were having exams too what about that?

Abhay, what happened is everything alright?

Abhay, tell your aunt, I'll help you to fix if anything such is bothering you?.

Aunt, nothing's going fine, I'm tired of everything now.

What happened child, talk to me I'll surely give you a solution.

Aunt, you know I lost my father so while studying only I was working in a lab now I lost that too.

Now I was already in a depression, and in anger that being an elder child I'm unable to handle anything. I need help aunt. Please help me.

At this crucial time I at least had a hope that no matter what happens my love my lifetime partner will always be with me, but...

But what my child?

But aunt she too left me for an unknown reason.

What did I do? What was my fault? What was the reason behind the breakup? I know nothing about this

Aunt, she always used to tell me while holding my hand that no wonder how bad days will go she will always be by my side and now see what the situation is.

Son, we are human we always think of the one side, our side which is hurt deeply but has you wondered or have you ever tried to see the situation from her side, maybe she too Is holding something bad in her heart and mind and so she had to leave you.

But aunt, why right at this stage where I'm all alone, even I have failed in my exams too.

And pretty good too when I can't pass a simple paper sheet exam how will I pass the life exam.

I'm so dumb, an idiot and a useless human, I'm just like that horse who is having a house but no value in that house.

Why do you think so son, you are the best example to remember, you should go with the example of this book you will get my point.

"The spiritual intelligence "

Aunty what's this?

Have a look at this child, I know you will find it helpful.

Okay, aunt, I'll try to read it.

That day I took that book and started to read it,

Spiritual intelligence is mainly being true to oneself And making a worthwhile contribution.

The book gave some important tips on life like

1) Be true to yourself:- and of course, unless you are true to yourself you can't do anything in life. You will keep on just losing yourself and your faith from you. So in order to bring the peace you have to be true to yourself.

2)Think out of the box:- correct the day you will start seeing situations and your problems in a balanced organized and a different way from the others you will start solving them quickly. All you need is just to think out of your comfort zone and other's words.

3) Find your own voice:- you have a mouth to speak then why do we need other's words and ways to be followed by us.

If we have a voice then we have a small right to contribute our words also. Never get dragged into others sleeves.

4) make a contribution:- you have to face your problems and contribute yourself in finding solutions to the situation. No parent no friends no love can longer handle your problems and situations you have to way on alone and find a way to your problems.

People may come and go but the thing which will remain entitled in you till your last breath is your will and your wishes to life.

"Do you want to die in regret and grief or you want to live in self care and happy beliefs "

The problem with which you are crying is the problem you will love later.

Literally the book opened my eyes and from then I started to see all my situations in differing ways I started to think out of the box and then there here I'm happy and satisfied with the situations.

I now dont get afraid of situations I just thanks for everything even for the bad situation.