Cuz I Fear [#2 Double End]

                                *****Prediction One*****
MORNING: 10:01 

[Mom and Dad in deep confusion, thinking what to do ithe next. The house was silent, all over - only quiteness spreaded].

[ Bro, watching life a movie and Leagerly waiting for the next scene to play on ].

[I spoke aloud, struggling to speak the words clear with the running nose]

This does not matter you both I think??

[ After sniffling for few second with tears], I spoke...

By seeing you I think, nothing going to be changed Now, as I wished!

Then Ok!!

Let it be my last day in my short life,
Let it be my last time to be spent,
Let it be the minute I come of from the fear and suicide,
Let it be the last second to see me alive.

[ By sheffling every few seconds].

Atleast, bro, you not live like me. I see, you will not care anything.

Better, be like it itself,
Don't overcare anyone,
Don't over trust anyone,
Don't over love anyone.

I am satisfied to have you my amazing bro, My captain Miller, My bodyguard, my every thing you are...

Thank you mom, Also for you Dad!!

[Still, Mom and Dad in little unconsious condition by the seeing and hearing the things happening around]

[I cut my pulse nerve.]

[Blood all arons around the wrist, spurting out from the cut like lavs gushing out from the top hole of mountain]

[Bro did not believe What just happened?]

[Mom gets panic]

[Dads body seen full of sweat, that coming be not seen ever if he work hard or play lot]

[I spoke very light whe with low pitched voice]

Mom! Dad! I can still live, if you both wish too... 

I am young, sports girl, hygienic always and will be.

I had checked the chat GPT

It said that there are some arteries and veins that can be visible in my thin wrist, If that had cut deeply, maximum in 3-5 min I will pass away.

That too... if I cut any of of the arteries, I.e. Radial or Ulnar, which carries the blood from heart and where the blood flows fast, I may go... within 3 minutes.

I can't cut the ulnar nerve, since it's burried in, deep in, that controls movement and feeling in pinky and ring finger.

So, I choosed the Radical nerve, (ie) the pulse nerve. If I was a ordinary girl I would die in 3 minutes.

Since, I am a special, a sports girl, hope you had wished to be so, I will be alive for 3-5 minutes. So, No rush.

Already my 1 minute had been passed.

Still 4 minutes had left! four minutes!

[Talking in very low and struggling voice]

[ Mom and Dad in rush to save me, working together. Mom throwed the bike key to dad. Dad catched was a wicket keeper in cricket ground and came near me to lift, Doesn't mattering what I tell ]

[ I got angry! I shouted a little in pain, like a ton of injections are injecting in my wrist and Chest, inside the chest ]

Dad! Don't you understand Don't touch me! first promise that you will not fight again, even you Mom!

[Mom with eye full of tears splashing out the eyes. Tongues sliping some words]

Ok! We will not fight again. Pls don't go dead... Do we raise you, to see you struggling like this? Don't you have sense? See what you did.

[I doesn't matter anything but only spoke a word again and again]

Promise.....

Promise me....

Please Promise me.

[Dad lifted me, eventhough I was over weight for him]

[I shouted in pain, like a little monster]

Don't you mind?

Promise me....

Take my blood, Put a finger print in this page. Then you take me to hospital. I never mind.

[I tried to get down from his hand; from the smallest lifting cot]

[Dad in pain]

That's it! That's it you understood about us right?

We both struggles only to grow you, not to see like this.

We may have but some little clash but we will not keep that in mind the next day. We will join together again.

You just need a promise right?

I will give you! We will not fight  I will not fight with each other again.

[Dad took the blood in his finger, put a print in tge page I showed]

[Then, with out speaking any thing he ran towards the bike and rushed to go to the hospital, (ie) 545 metre away from our home]

[Soon The hospital arrived]

[I, doctor, nurse, everyone gathered in the operation theatre]

[Only one had passing my mind]

Whether life or not
I am satisfied with a hope that my parents will never fight again.
Asking god to give (or) take my soul as wish and thanking him in giving me, such a understanding family.

Is that Clear God? I am done...

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