Complicated Feelings

She knew she had lost him, but she woke up with hope that she would receive his good morning message. She checked her phone eagerly...!! But the notification was empty..

She did not cry, but her eyes was slightly filled with tears,she got down from the bed with heavy heart, she smiled at her mother as usual- had her coffee yet still she controlled her tears...

She tried crying silently but she failed... she kept checking her phone hoping a message from him, at last she herself messaged him..!

There was no reply...

Two days passed, she was found dead in the pool of blood. Her dairy was found...!!

She had lost him very long back, she was living with him in her imagination, she was in depression, she was texting herself from his phone...!!

When his phone was lost her madness increased...!

That day she lost him once more and lost herself too..!!

A complicated feeling...