Better

Everything is good, actually great.

We are friends....we care for each other, feel for each other.

Everyday feelings are getting stronger because we are making our bond stronger than ever.

Actually, we are not the weakness of each other, we are the strength of each other.

We solve every problem together.

Parties, hangouts everything.....

We have a special and reserved place for each other. Maybe I could carry it as it is going for the rest of my life.....but relationships are a progressive thing. So I have to dare to tell you about my feelings.

So I told you the next day - 'I love you.'

You know in this kind of situation face expressions keep a perfect and pure answer. And yeah, by inspecting you I got that you don't. No problem, I am not saying I am happy but not sad either. After all, we are good friends and I have to get settled with this truth.

But if you don't love me then you love someone else already. And if I am your good friend then I have to find out who is that lucky guy? So yeah, I got that. He is smarter than me, wealthy than me, good looking than me. And it is painful but at least you have a fair reason to reject me.

I am trying to keep everything as normal as we used to. Not easy but I can do that.

Our mutual time lap is decreasing slowly day by day. Because you have one more relationship now to nourish. No problem I can understand, if I were you, I would do that as same as yours.

You are feeling happy, it is all that matters to me. I am in love with you, not in an obsession with you. So yeah I know it's time to make the things split between you and me. Jealousy is always here in my heart but the pure feeling of love never dies. And one day you called me again. You want to meet me.

Maybe you have some exciting stories with him to tell me. But I am your best friend so we met. You are not looking good. Something bad happened. Guessing but not sure.

After a decent time of the meeting, you told me that he rejected you when you told your feeling to him.

The reason is quite simple he has a crush on someone more beautiful, more wealthy, and smarter than you. What can I do?

I was abandoned a long time ago as you are feeling right now. Yeah, I am feeling bad for you but I can just hug you and tell you that everything will be all right.... don't worry.

Many days have been passed, we are back again as we were a long time. Caring and sharing for each other. And maybe every day you say to me that you love me at least once. Yeah, it feels good, maybe you have feelings for me now, cause you got the truth. But I don't have the love feelings for you anymore. Yes, you are my best friend but now I am not in love with you.

Every time we try to find a better option, yes it is effectively good in the modern world. You should know this art cause it is necessary. After all, we are the world's most intelligent species. But there is not such a 'better' word when we talk about relationships. I loved you and you were looking for better. When you found him, he was looking for someone better again.

People are not things if you go for a better option just because he is more good looking and smart, I'm sorry but you are gonna lose a pure soul and it doesn't even work because the next one will also choose someone better than you. And once you do that, there will be a lifetime of regret. So when someone tells you his feelings, take your time. Better options don't work. Cause everyone wants someone better.