What Do I Talk?

What do I talk to you about? 

I don't even talk to myself anymore 

Nah, it's not about you,

It's just that I have nothing to lose.

When I had him, I would talk about him all day, to everyone I knew,

They'd often ask me about him to break the ice 

And I'd talk to them bout him as if the only one in the world.

'World' - I remember I wanted to travel the globe when I was young;

After I met him, I had forgotten all about the world

He was the only one who lived in mine

But now that he's gone, I've become aloof from this world

I've become someone of a futile soul

My soul feels like it doesn't exist anymore.

Though with him it was full of life and I could feel it, 

I could feel it because it was heavy 

My soul was filled with him and now it's empty 

But what is empty is wanting to be filled

I'll climb every mountain to fulfill my dream;

Beneath the stars, I would forget about him

I'll fly from stars to moons and the mars

And maybe then we could talk about something 

Till then I can only tell you one thing 

What do I talk to you about? I can only ask "how are you doing?"

For I don't even talk to myself anymore.