VOID

I wanted to see the ocean then but instead, I saw water and tides, violently crashing at the shores and endless water and nothing beyond.

Then I wished to see the forest and I saw trees, standing like tall fences, branches like haunted houses, and silence as if I entered a cemetery. 

Then one time I wanted to see the mountain and head towards where there was a mountain on the map, but I saw a huge pile of soil coved in grass and rock which looks like a giant frog had eaten a giant snake.

Then I thought that the world has gone crazy and named everything wrong Because wherever I read ocean was calm and the forest was beautiful, and the mountains were aesthetic.

On my way back home, I saw a baby playing with rocks. Smiling to the rock and calling mama. she was happy and full of joy with her rock mama and baby's tea party. it was an aesthetic moment of joy.

I looked to the other side, and I saw the forest and the mountain in distance, it was beautiful like a blooming meadow with pink and purple flowers, Forest was calm as I might lose my mind and find my soul. 

Before home I stopped by the ocean, I realized there's nothing more beautiful than the way the ocean refuses to stop kissing the shore, no matter how many times it's sent away...!!

All along I was wrong, and the beauty was everywhere, I was blind by my fear and darkness. And when I walk past that void in me, the day was bright and beautiful ...!!!