tragic smile

she never loved me the way i did.

she never looked at me the way she looked at him. 

whenever she touched him it ached my soul.

remembering the heartache i should tell, she was in love with another men

he had a face of a prince charming, but little did he know he took my princess instead 

there was nothing that could cause me more pain. 

but looking at her that day broke my heart. how can someone be close but so far. 

loving her was the best I ever had. but now she's gone and there's nothing left.

The day they took her i wish they'd taken me too.

looking at her life less body in front of me screams in so much pain. 

pain not for knowing my love.i wish that i was her prince charming instead

the moment i saw her that day, my body gave up. my heart was shattered.

but i knew she still doesnt love me. thats all that matters.

i wish i could explain the pain her death caused. 

when i think about her i dont remember the pain she caused 

instead i just remember the girl i fell in love with. 

after her death a lot had changed. but me and my love for her remained the same

i wonder why i still love her. after the heartache she gave.

my love for her was so much more than she could ever take.

For her i would take any fall. i wish she knew my love. 

her hazel eyes, her red hair, her innocent laugh, all registered in my brain

how could someone be so perfect, she still drives me insane.

Dont get me wrong i did try to date.

but they made me love her even more.the women i loved is no more

saying that breaks me again. her death is not why we arent together.

i still blame it on the fate. she was the women of my dream,

she was my love of life.i wish i had those comical happily ever after.

she was my happy ending.

she was my everything.