Too much…?

what I fear the most 

is being too much 

I only ever love someone so deeply 

that even when they have thrown me out of their heart 

i cant seem to get them out of mine 

not in the romantic way 

but in all the little things

and all the people who feel like home

i have always known to love too much 

be it just filming every silly moment

i wish to turn into a memory

or keeping every single piece of paper

which takes me back to the time we wrote on it

i have always known to love too much

 be it just remembering someone’s 

favourite words

or hearing myself say words

in their accent

i have always known to love too much 

be it listening to hours of voice notes

or staying up till the birthday morning 

to make the most memorable presents

i have always known to love too much 

so much that one day I realised

not everyone 

always wants it 

since then

what I fear the most 

is being too much 

what I fear 

is to be pushed away 

for being too much