The Untimely Apology
The Untimely Apology
I go to sleep at 11 PM every night
Locking all the doors, leaving open the windows
With the hope that my soft bedroom light
Invites at midnight a few wandering souls
And in the morning a few meandering sparrows...
Before I go to sleep every night
I sit before your portrait and offer my apologies
Some times I say it, some times I write
But I ensure that it is done patiently and right..
I wish this patience had shown up that morning
When you and I had that monstrous fight
Mom tried to stop us, and dear sister was pleading
You were ready to back off but I was brimming with anger and spite...
"I wish I didn't have a dad like you," I shouted
Not knowing that the universe was listening
You returned to us that night in a coffin, shrouded
Leaving behind an unsolvable puzzle
Who had killed you - the reckless lorry driver or your reckless son?
Whenever my friends tell me of a fight at home
I beg them to call and ask 'sorry'
Only if I had gained earlier this wisdom
Our house would still be open to merry
And I would have kept at bay a lifelong misery...