The Last Tear

I cried again today...

Like every day I do 

every time I remember what you did.

I cry and cry

till my eyes run dry

And don't make a sound

not letting anyone hear it

Not wanting my weaknesses to be found.

I cried again today...

I was hurting

like I have been for so long now

I know you don't care

or even wanna hear it

And still managing to hurt me somehow.

I cried again today...

Just long enough to feel the pain

To let it reach, touch, overpower

every inch of my brain

till I was feeling numb

and sure that for the day I was done

and won't need to cry again.

I thought I was done with it,

I thought I left it behind

I thought I had moved on

and put it all out of my mind.

But today I remembered again

And I cried again

And I promise

no one heard a sound,

No one saw the pain

Your secret is safe with me,

But I am broken, 

again.