That Old Me

Carelessly going through my old diaries,

I felt, I changed so much - 

Much more than I can imagine - 

From the very closed person to an open one.

Who changed me? What changed me?

Questions raised, which I wasn't able to answer.

All I knew for sure was I changed.

The old me in hard situations would have a face mask -

Which no one would be able to break,

But this new is easily broken without even trying.

I'm tired of this world and it's changing games,

Now all I seek is mental peace,

But I'm sure I can never find it here 

So, I'm changing myself to that old me who cares about none.