Tears And Regrets
Tears And Regrets
Tears fell out of my eyes,
It doesn’t feel right, just unwise.
Isn’t this what I wanted? And yet,
Why am I not content?
A pang of regret washes over me,
But why now? When no one can see.
Isn’t everything better this way?
As I sway and be grey.
They called me worthless - A failure;
I felt like no one would care.
I had no life, nothing to live for;
No friends, no future, just the pain I bore.
I could’ve waited, I could’ve talked;
But my mind was completely blocked.
The disappointment was too heavy,
The pain was too much to carry.
I didn’t want to wait anymore,
So today I stand here and sob in remorse.
Had I ever thought about those who love me?
Those who now suffer pain through me.
Now, I watch them feeling folly;
As their tears spill on my lifeless body.
My hands are tied, incapable of doing anything;
As tears build up and regrets within.