Supposed To Be

Just like the old days,

We were supposed to be happy 

Supposed to be, our friendship will still remain

We were not supposed to have these awkward feeling

But everything has changed and I have to face the reality,

That we can't go back to the way we used to be

Even the story has its own ending and beginning,

So do I, need to begin to get rid of this feeling

I was supposed to forget and be happy for you,

Especially now that you have her beside you

But here I am,

Feeling stuck with the memories of you,

Hoping that you still think of me too

I was supposed to let you go,

A long time ago

But here I am,

Paying for the price I have done,

Regretting why I never give us a chance

Regretting why I let you gone,

Regretting why I let those things happen,

Regretting why I became so afraid,

Regretting why I didn't take the risk,

I know, I was not supposed to have regrets,

For the things, I have done 

Has already gone

But if you happen to see this,

Please dont blame yourself,

For these letters are not directly meant for you,  

These were meant for my heart who became stupid to you,

Trying so hard to ease the pain,

Trying so hard to be happy again,

So, if you happen to read this letter,

Don't feel pity for me,

And don't think that I want you to come back with me,

Because it can never be and it will never be,

You were supposed to be happy,

I was supposed to accept the reality

That's we're we supposed to be