What If's

I didn't notice how time flew so fast

Because I was still imprisoned from my past

Now I realize how much I wasted my time with you

I already know that No matter what I do ,

you wouldn't feel the same way too!

Moving on ,is not the thing I suppose to do

Since you were not mine too

But what should I do?

If l feel something special for you

You wouldn't know it

Cause I'm loving you in secret

All this feeling, I try to hide

I just keep it inside

But what if, I tell you how I truly feel

Is these my feelings for you becomes for real

Can I have the chance to call you mine

Or you just dont mind

But what if, you feel the same way for me

Are we still together until this day

But what if, you are not

Will you just end up breaking my heart?

So I suppress my feelings for you

Because I'm afraid that you hurt me too!

I thought I wouldn't be hurt like this

But it hurts more than that, I just didn't notice

A lot of question left unanswered

But all these things for you, will never matter

So I have to my do my final say

'Goodbye to you and thanks for the memory'