Suffocating

This feels suffocating

To never get my resilience,

In forlorn separation of us.

This feels suffocating,

In falling in the chasm,

Of pouring love & getting only dusts.

This feels suffocating,

When you shatter my dreams

& trace love in her.

This feels suffocating,

Of slowly losing my hope,

& being imprisoned in a null abode.

This feels suffocating,

That I was unfortunate,

To always getting trapped in illusions.

This feels suffocating,

That you are deaf enough

To not hear my screams.

This feels suffocating,

While I will be split into parts

& you will still stay apart.