SEEKING FOR YOUR PRESENCE

For someone, I wanna say "I miss you", 

But what if again they leave me without a clue,

Fitfully I wonder am I really worth that bond?

All I am left are past memories that were so fond,

Just as foregone I feel like mingling, 

Nonetheless, I'm hurting my mental health by tingling,

I question myself, "Why You Are So Naive"?

You cannot even make thoughts like them to deceive, 

I hiatus my brain to with deep melancholy,

With an ocean of tears I'm requesting can we just be friendly,

People say "cherish the presence since we cannot meet again",

I deny our friendship to be in this life as a horrible vein,

You are so far in the distance that I cannot talk to you in person,

One last time can you feel my heart which is worsening? 

Beats me why am I inking this poem to you, 

With pure love can you at least read my feelings and review them.