Regret Me

So this is eighteen for me,

There's everything waitin' for me';

And you never know which way the ride could take you...

So put on your words and regret me,

And trick the clock if you are perfect...

Put on your headphones and feel my feelings,

Full of embarrassment, the picket fence was sharp as knives;

And I love you as much as I hate you, kindly blind...

Because I didn't know you were keeping count...

Blind hoping and another chapter begins while the pages turn in the wind;

And the story is so unpredictable,

So I don't know what's next or maybe I know.

I'm full of mistakes and embarrassment,

Flaws and regrets,

And wasting time in thinkin' how you were laughing at me that moment,

But that's the sign that I'm a human being.

And you still ask me for future favours, kinda stupid...

I smile continuously,

Broken words but still talkative;

And I was the one who hugged you when she left you...

I know what I am, what I was and what I'll be;

So you need not worry 'bout me and my future with your useless predictions;

Cuz after all you know there are hundreds of me inside of meh and I'll never be the same.

What I'm doing now is what you need now,

So don't act like you are an exception.

Like me or hate me,

I'll return you what you'll give me;

So go ahead and regret me because your grudges or urges nothin' matters for me.