Perfidy Execution

Mindfully open and taking every token,

Skillfully closed to giving no debt broken,

Precariously down low to keep safe,

Miraculously up high to give chase,

Body forgetting and living in the past,

Mind remembering to die when asked, 

Tacks placed in the shoes, but only a few, 

Instinct took just to amuse, to further the abuse,

Gas Lights are turned on, though I saw,

Gas Lights turned off, by devil's claw,

Confusing Realities conflict, nothing will click,

Disturbing fantasies depict, something of a drug addict,

Shameful waters are camouflaged,

by darkened deceit,

Distasteful sand to the sabotaged, 

once illuminated now incomplete,

A push to believe, with a pull to grieve,

A shove to reprieve, with a retiring to disbelieve,

Always withholding her truths in taciturnity,

Never accept the lies from this adversary, 

Tricked into discontent subconsciously,

Disabused upon me within my infirmity

Swayed into isolation by her Perfidy,

She's tied all ends so perfectly,

I'm torpidly oblivious to any remedy.