Paradise pt.1

Living this gangster's life...

I've forgotten the good old days with my child and wife...

The days with my family in the kitchen wearing an apron...

Now living with my silenced life with my Unwanted Gun... 

I can't even relax like I used too...

The negativity has Spread all over me Like a flue...

While sitting on this rusty bridge...

I remember the odds that I did...

Rivers now feel like a cursed water...

An Undrinkable sip of darkness...

Everyone's Behind me asking about this mess...

I know I am on the wrong path..

The responsibilities I got through,

To hold everyone in the house made of scrap...

This story is a story no one asked for...

They see my face They judge me a gangster...

There is no crime Done by my side...

Still, I am the member of this gang...

And my hands also present in this dirty water...

I am stuck in this world...

To hold my family by my side...

No one knows the life I live in ...

They know their father is out to raise money within,..

LIVING the gangster's life...

Welcome In my PARADISE...