Pain

If only,

He knew 

how much it hurts, 

how much it pains,

how scars still ache

I had hoped,

he would call me

or would write to me

just to say,

"I am sorry"

I would have understood,

I would have buried

All my past.

I would have forgotten

all the bad things, 

all the pain 

And moved on

with a lighter self.

But alas!

He won't say so.

He won't say so.