Pain ~ A poem
Pain ~ A poem
I pull away as he grasps my hand in vain.
He pulls back, befuddled and stung by the pain
My silver rings slashed across his knuckles
I simply stood and watched his struggles
Well it was his fault indeed, for provoking me
It was his responsibility, so let him feel guilty
He was the predator, but now he’s the prey
Let him face the consequences, what else must I say
He repeatedly asks me “why” but I ignore his pleas
Let him beg, let him even sit on his knees
I refuse to explain, leaving him hanging like he would do
All those bittersweet moments of the past you can’t undo
He tries to clutch my shoulder again
But I pull away, I restrain
I give my shoulder another quick jerk
And as his face crumples, on my cheeks appear a wide smirk
He drops onto his knees and looks up
My eyes get blurry, I feel a tear drop
Does he realize his faults? But I am mistaken
His next few words had me shaken
“It wasn’t my fault. You started it”
I stared at his face in disgust with my teeth grit
What was he saying? Such an egoistic self
I clenched my jaw in anger and grabbed a vase off the shelf
Blinded by anger, I hurled it at him
He ducked in time and looked at me with his face grim
“Accept it. Don’t let anger get in the way” he protested
I just leered at that terrible face I detested
“You’d better stop talking. Or your breathing will stop instead”
I screamed as I threw another ornament at his head
“Calm down, calm down” he exclaimed
No emotions on his face, he looked completely unashamed
“It was your fault. Don’t try to deny. I did nothing!”
He yelled as I tried to compose myself, get rid of that feeling
But how could I, when I was being accused
And his face was so blank, just so bemused.
He pulls away as I grasp his hand in vain
I pull back, befuddled and stung by the pain
His golden rings slashed across my knuckles
He simply stood and watched my struggles...