One Day Just Not Today

One day maybe the tears will dry up,

Today let me shed them freely

One day maybe the pain will reduce,

Today let it engulf me completely

One day maybe I will remember with a smile,

Today let the gloom surround me

One day maybe I will feel you around me

Today let me miss your hand on my head

One day maybe I will let it all go

Today let me feel the lump in my throat

One day maybe I will pretend to be fine

Today let me cry like a child

One day maybe I will be strong

Today let me feel sad and empty

One day maybe I will fight all numbness,

Today let this sorrow drown me

One day just not today I will learn to be tough

Today just let this grief claim me!!