Numbness

It began with love, “your love” and mine.

We both loved each other but at different times,

this is an irony for a lifetime.

I accept, ‘I screwed things up’ but, was leaving me all dreaded a part of your alimony?

It left me in state of numbness, “numbness” for infinity and beyond…

The blame is not upon you, the bond we shared,

was never meant to be enduring.

I always pondered, can love happen twice?

I guess, love is nothing but ice, it melts away with time.

The love of yours was my life’s nemesis.

It left me in state of numbness, “numbness” for infinity and beyond…

The endless endeavour to glom together was an act of stupidity.

The same stupidity broke my heart into pieces.

I abandoned my dreams to rescue ours,

in a perception that it is the need of hour.

It left me in state of numbness, “numbness” for infinity and beyond…