Not Ready To Loose Myself

Where to start with,

Reliving memories that are not worth,

Battling my routine,

Trying to escape the pain...

Should I be thankful for what I have?

Should I be mindful of What I Lost?

Trying to embrace the love I have,

Why I seem to be lost in your memories all the Time?

Seeing from the Pink Shades,

When in Love everything Fades,

Rising beyond my needs,

I am only responsible for all the deeds...

Trees that Grow,

Often foresee the Roots underground,

Had I seen my anger?

Don't You remember the Love I gave?

Everyday battles aren't enough?

Why make our routine tough

When things were in control,

Went down on knees to convince...

How can one be so stubborn,

Neglecting THE ONE,

Dropped everything at your knees,

Losing self respect was my Fees...

Stood by you in need,

Fed you Ego indeed,

Apologized to Save US,

You decided the Fate Of US...

I can't get further down,

Can't let my hurting heart Moan,

If standing for self is called ATTITUDE,

Uttering truth after baring much is called EGO

Then I have no regrets to be called Egoistic Person With Attitude...

Yes am broken,

Yes, it pains,

Yes its hard,

Am ready to lose you,

But not myself Again...