Not Coming Back

Where were you? 

Where are you? 

What has happened? 

What the hell has happened? 

Why ? 

Why this heart burns ,aches! 

Will, she ever see you? 

Why did you leave her? 

Why have you left her for just pranking? 

Was her disorder loving you 1000%? 

ROE Return on Investment !

Talks to you 

Material things talk to you, 

Emotions are PAKAU to you

And you SWAP her that easy! Eh!! 

She didn't know you were so tight on schedule man, 

She didn't know you had HNWI clients , 

She seldom knew a busy pip schedule, 

She was just a 24 year old 

She was day dreaming of her husband, 

That was her... She

She didn't know trading, 

She never knew candlesticks 

Or your pressure, 

All she thought of was candle light dinners with you, her husband, 

She was a fool . 

She fell in love with her own husband, 

People, fate & lame literally lame one. 

One-rupee coin booths heard silence 

She loved you too much 

She found love in silence

Why didn't you stop her !! 🤔

She was broken already , torn apart, 

then,

 rationalize the decision?  

She wanted not to be your league 

She bore you in her heart 

Could she not tell the difference, 

Could there be the slightest chance...no ? 

The question has the answer. 

How could you do this ? 

Why are there tears on her cheeks 

Upon reminiscing those moments! 

Why was she desperate to call you 

when you clearly dumped her? 

Why on earth for someone 

so boring and shallow 

with no feelings or emotions

 did she cry? 

No. 

The reason is too simple and plain. 

She dreamt of getting that moments

Of innocence back, 

With you, 

That childlike love, 

Those tender moments. 

She was homesick, 

Hapless girl. 

You have no right on her. 

You have no claim on her , 

 Abandoned in a loony place, 

Torn apart with court room.

Stone, 

Banish the fate , 

That dealt a cruel card with her.  

Lost her father, 

Disowned by you, 

The list got better. 

Then, 

She walks a wife to 'another' man, 

She fakes a laugh to make her people better, 

She had gone lifeless, 

A walking, talking corpse , 

A wife to another man... 

Bearing hell in her heart, 

Slouch on her shoulders, 

Creeps and jitters in her body, 

She lay lifeless ... 

Just so you know payback leaps on you, 

You will never get true love, 

You will loathe yourself 

For letting her go, 

You will suffer in silence , 

You will cringe in pain 

For as long as you live, 

With this fact at the back of your mind. 

You are *the unluckiest man* alive on earth. 

For you have a daughter now, 

see that little girls' doom right in front of your eyes... 

And you can walk just a zombie , 

Then feel you had never been born. 

This karma will be sent back to you

By the universe. 

"coward*"